Fighting is good but sometimes tiring

I’m in a relationship that I don’t know if I am completely happy. There’s no doubt I love him very much but this is just complicated. He does so much effort like bringing food for me, fetching me going and after work, taking good care of me always and that make me fall so deeply in love with him. But. . . I felt at times that I’m no longer happy with our set up. Yes, I’m happy being with him and it makes me feel sad when he’s not around but at the end of the day it makes me think “is this all worth it?” “are we really happy?”

We are fighting for something that we both know . . . . . .


Me Before You (Movie)

I watched Me Before You last June 18, 2016. But I didn’t cry like I did when reading the book. And when I saw it for the 2nd time, there! I cried a lot. I had butterflies too and favorites!  ☺️   I fell in love with Sam Claflin! He’s so handsome and hot; his smile, the way he talks, his expression and his jokes ❤️ my goodness! 😍  And Emilia Clarke is so jolly and cute especially when she’s smiling and her brows!! Amazing 😁😂 such a cutie.

I love it when lou talks so fast and the only word Will can say is “Wow!” Hahaha! Also, when lou asked Will to wheel her then they were talking about Wil won’t notice lou if he’s not in wheel chair. He was like “yes” Lou (laugh) Will (laugh too) “but in my defense”. So so so cuteee 😍☺️

Me Before You (Book)

I have read Me Before You last year. I seriously have no idea about the story of it like who and what will happen to the characters or if it is a happy ending or not (but of course in my heart, I want them to have a happy ending.) But I got more curious when I knew about Will’s condition and there’s no cure for it and his suicidal attempt and the 6 months!  So I have this eagerness to finish the book, to figure out what will happen to Will, Lou, Patrick(Lou’s bf for 7 years), Alicia and Will’s bestfriend and Will’s parents decision. This book can make the reader crazy hahaha but in a good way, because hey we must consider everyone’s feelings and decisions. 

Alicia and Rupert, the girlfriend and the best friend, this is common but when they visited Will to inform him about their marriage to show some respect. I’m pissed off how Rupert reacted when Will gave them some sh*t, of course he will. They should expect Will to act that way after what they did!!  Those lines of Rupert!! he’s getting on my nerves. I understand Alicia, Will pushed her away so she ended up with Rupert but why him!!  why with the best friend. 😏

Will’s parents, I’m not a parent yet haha but putting mine on their shoes wasn’t easy. The choices that Will giving to them made me ask “how to be a good parent?” “what really makes parents a good parent?” especially in this kind of situation. Will you let your child kill himself because that what makes him happy and he thinks is right to end his miserable life or you won’t let him because that is moral and makes you happy to see your child alive. Who are we to judge?  “We can’t change them, we love them” They always do the best they can for their child. 

Will, I love him, I hate him, I dunno. Yes, I understand Will, his condition, him before the accident but at some other point I think about Louisa, her sacrifices for Will and she really loves him. Isn’t love really enough? Does he love her too? Sometimes I doubt. 

No one knows how I want a miracle to happen in this story hahaha! Funny 😂😭  I want Will and Louisa to be together, to watch movies with subtitles, dancing, cuddling, having adventures, laughing and etc. 😭  I cried an ocean!! What a roller coaster feeling. Thank you, Jojo Moyes!! ❤️

Tower One and Exchange Plaza

Someday, I’ll work here like a grown and professional woman! ☺️ One of those women wearing dress, coat and heels with confidence. 

Know Your Worth

I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter. -Emily Y.
We are all busy pleasing other people for them to accept us and love us. In fact, we have to lower our own standards for us to feel special or worthy to other people. Stop chasing them, start chasing yourself! Know your worth! Keep your standards high! Always remember, you are beautiful, you are loved and you are worthy! God loves you! You are God’s creation, You are worthy! 

Caramoan Sea Water

Sweet Escape

Finally, I sea(see) you ❤️😂 Just been to Caramoan last week. The island is so peaceful and beautiful, sea water is so clear and blue and life is so simple. So far, the best place for me to unwind, away from stressful and polluted city. Paradise indeed! My sweet escape 💕😍💯 unti we meet again 😊

Mysterious Fish in Caramoan

We climbed in a steep spiky limestone in a height of a 3 story building to see the mysterious fish “Milk fish” lived in this Lagoon. And the fish is said to be mysterious because before there are 2 milk fish lived in this lagoon but one fisherman caught the other milk fish and ate it with his family and they died. Visit this place to know more the story behind the milk fish and the lagoon. 😊 And if you want some adventure like Island hopping and mountain climbing! 👍🏻💯 CARAMOAN, PHILIPPINES. 

Slide and Fly

My video and photos when I tried Caliraya’s most extreme ride, Slide and fly. 86 ft long slide, about a height of a 3 story building plus 20 ft deep pool. Me, die for a sec, the feels! The last photo be like “I believe, I can fly” and the 2nd one when reality hits you “you can’t, stop dreaming 😂😂😂 ouch!” What a wrong dive but super unforgettable experience, indeed! ❤️

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